I had NOTHING to do with wrecking her car.
Come on, be real, I was in love with her and she was pregnant.
To even start to think that I would have been even remotely involved in something that would have endangered a baby is just being stupid. I don’t even know when she got hit. I don’t know anything about the circumstances because I was NOT there, and had NOTHING to do with it, (unless some part of me was helping protect her. I dunno how bad it was, but I can well imagine how much WORSE it could have been, as apparently her and the baby came out of it alive and fairly healthy.)
Was I really angry for a while? Yep, but not at her, nor at him.
I knew the moment our eyes met she was gonna be one of them gals who gets inside me and could hurt me real bad.
I was already hurting, tooth problems suck, ya know. I had had a couple bad experiences with work relationships myself also.
Do I wish I had behaved better, differently? Of course I do.
Do I think it would have changed anything, yes, but the changes could have gone real badly, not only for me, but there was a risk of HER being hurt real bad outta that also, and I didn’t want to chance that either.
She’d been hurt before, and I sure didn’t wanna be the one who hurt her again.
There were a few times when I got kinda weak at pushing her away, maybe she thought I was getting soft on her, sorry, I was a total mush on her since I first saw her, just have a damn good set of amour armour.
So, yeah, here I am, there she is, and she’s got her own thing going and it has nothing to do with me, and that’s the way it is, I’m ok with that.
Anyways, just a repeat, NO, I did NOT!!
I dunno, just had a strong nudge to lay that out, in public, in print.
Hugz
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