I didn’t want to feel this way, but once again, I am reminded that the goddess has darker aspects.
The gifts of the season and celebrations are not always welcome, nor pleasant.
I didn’t want to spend time with my head down and tears flowing like a lost child.
Here I am regardless, in darkness, sorrow and anger flooding my spirit, holding back desperate and futile actions. Attempting to hold on just a while longer, knowing this will pass. For the moment, I am hoping to find peace within me.
I know I need to keep and maintain that sacred space within my life where my friends and family are welcome and loved and safe, from the darkness that I also feel.
I’m not asking for anything. I am offering an understanding, and I hope that this is accepted.
Some scars never heal, and the lady can be harsh.
May each of us keep that space in good order and repair, that our loved ones will never turn away in fear from love.
embrace
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